I guess I started a series unintentionally
yesterday when I blogged about friendship and acceptance. I brought up topics
of acceptance and imperfections. This specific post is about something a little
different. Don’t get me wrong it ties into the theme perfectly. If you haven’t
gathered from the title of this post, then I worry about you. Lol This post is
about demons, specifically one’s inner demons. Those creatures that live inside
of us that make us fearful, anxious, angry and self-conscious. We’ve created
those demons through our fears and insecurities; they’ve grown with every “mistake”
and negative experience you’ve had, at least for me they have. My
personal demons have festered through the years and have become pretty powerful;
they make me question my self-worth, my competence, and self-confidence. My
demons have made me fearful of trusting others, feeling as if I won’t be
accepted. I’ve had many battles with my demons; sometimes they’ve won. Those
moments that I had given into my demons have been hell for me. I don’t regret those
moments though, they serve as a reminder. That reminder is valuable—it’s given
me motivation to keep fighting against my demons. You will always have demons; there
will be times when they win. But once you’re in hell, keep going. Those
experiences make you a better person.
Love,
Zaidee
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